i miss when i was like 12 and it would be the night before a big field trip or something and i couldnt go to sleep because i was so excited. i miss being so into a book that i would stay up past my bed time reading it. everything seems so bland or something idk. i’m only 19 and everything is so tiring. i miss wanting to be awake
Yeah I remember when I wouldn’t be able to get to sleep on Christmas Eve. I’d be up early and excited as hell to open presents on Christmas Morning.
I don’t know why I say I hate hugs, I really do enjoy a good hug. As long as it’s not one of those crummy hugs. I don’t like crummy hugs.